I Need To Find You, I Gotta Find You - RP for and_twosyllable

[justknowthatlook]

Standing outside the Radisson Hotel in Manhattan, Eva sighed and shoved her hands in the pockets of her thick white coat, shivering from the cold. Truthfully, she had no idea what the hell she was even doing there - but after watching what happened to Anna and Don after their relationship ended, she decided she wasn't going to let that be her.

Heading inside, she got Ford's room number from the woman at the front desk and took the elevator to his floor. She found the room easily, and lifted a hand to knock - but her hand froze mid-air. Suddenly, she wasn't sure she could do this.

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[sorella-italia.livejournal.com]

"You don't love me anymore, Ford. You love him and you always have. It's clear." She said, exasperated and still sick.

"But you know what really gets me? I waited for you, Ford! Every fuckin' day I waited. Six months I waited and waited and hoped for somethin' - anythin' - to let me know you were okay and you were comin' back to me. I stayed true all that time - except for once. I kissed a guy - a really dorky, sweet, amazin' guy - because I thought I had a chance and I thought you were gone. Even then I hoped and prayed in the back of my mind that you'd come back and forgive me."

[and-twosyllable.livejournal.com]

"Why would I have had to forgive you," he asked, crossing his arms, trying not to show how incredibly cold he was at that moment.

[sorella-italia.livejournal.com]

"Because I kissed another man while you were gone. I pursued another guy cause I was lonely and you were gone and I had no clue what happened."

[and-twosyllable.livejournal.com]

He looked down, breath quickly leaving his body, guilt pooling inside him.

"I - I don't know what I can say or do." His feet were freezing as was his chest and hell, his entire body was going to be an icicle at this rate.

"I'm sorry," he tried again, looking down.

[sorella-italia.livejournal.com]

"You should be. I hope you two are happy, I really do." Eva replied brokenly and turned on her heel to flag a cab.

"Go back inside before you get frostbite, Ford." And with that, she disappeared inside a cab.